A story of humiliation, degradation and revenge. And sexual compulsion and exploitation.
‘Aurelia never thought of her outings as sexual roulette. To her it was just an itch that had to be scratched, a need that had to be answered. Without it she just couldn’t function. It was a form of sickness, she knew; but it was one without a cure. All she could hope for was to still it for a few hours. But her stable periods were getting shorter, and her trips out more frequent. She was taking more chances. She was living two lives, as two very different women.’
Aurelia was a nationally recognised criminal barrister, a King’s Counsel no less; but by night she was a woman who haunted the sordid, shadowy area of the city looking for rough sex, humiliation and perversion.
She had long accepted that she was not as other people. It was something she had come to live with. Her two lives, like railway tracks. Always apart, but always going in the same direction.
But of course, it was a dangerous game. If one life became detached from its mooring and began to creep closer to the other…what else could there be but a collision? Perhaps the should have stayed at home the night the roulettes ball landed on green.
‘No-one does middle-aged female humiliation like Janey Pilsbury.’ Crualla Pain
Janey at her best!’ Charlotte Benning
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I’m just a woman with an exceptionally ‘grimy’ mind, who loves turning my Immoral thoughts, lewd fantasies and deeply-felt desires into words and stories. Life is just too short to keep them all to myself.
Born and live in Oxford. Divorced. Hobby…..exercising my luring imagination! 🙂